Honesty

28 October 2010
It's honesty time. I've spent most of the past month in the deep dark pit of depression. Not eating, sleeping, barely functioning. And for most of that time I've not had the desire to claw my way out. I just haven't wanted to be. I finally made the decision to seek some help and am on meds. It's getting better. Today was a decent day. It was also a very eye opening day. You see the friends who noticed, who made the effort to check up on me the most were you guys. The people I've never actually met. From the other side of a computer, y'all know me well enough to know when something is off. I cannot tell you how much that means to me. So thank you from the bottom of my heart!

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5 comments:

Unknown said...

I'm sorry you were hurting, but I'm glad it's getting better for you. Let us know what you need. We're here for you.

Unknown said...

Nessa, I know what it feels like to finally see light after feeling like you're in a fog. I too deal with depression and thankfully, the meds have been a blessing! I hope you continue to feel better.

TexasBobbi said...

I know how you feel, it has been rough here too.

Linda said...

So glad you got help. I've been there too. Praise the Lord!

lfhpueblo said...

I hope seeing someone helps, everyone needs a support system in this world we are living in.