Showing posts with label life changes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life changes. Show all posts

Every end is a new beginning, right?

11 January 2018

I've heard that inspirational quote a time or two, hung onto it when times seem dark. It's great to be hopeful, to think bad things are behind you, and even though times look bad, it's somehow the start of something wonderful and new. Then again, sometimes, the new, exciting adventure life throws your way is just crappy. Sometimes, being all hopeful is difficult, and we get bitter. Lately, I swing wildly between the two.

In the fall, Little Miss had started senior year of high school, gotten her first job, the world was her oyster. Then, she started getting migraines, something she had always struggled with, but they grew more frequent. Then came vision blackouts at school, causing this mama to freak out hard core. To the doctor we went, my thought being that they could give her some sort of medication to control this, and life would get back on track. That's not exactly how it went. 

A MRI was ordered, we spent a great deal of time at an outpatient facility having that done, only to be sent to the emergency room. Our instructions were specific, go there, tell them we were sent to see a specific doctor. I knew then something was wrong, but had no clue what. Months later we were told by her neurosurgeon that the person who did that original MRI thought she had a large, inoperable brain tumor and that is why we were sent to the hospital. It was not a brain tumor and I thank God every day that the doctors at UMC took the time to figure that out. In talking to her team of physicians now, we quite easily could have been told that was just it and they would have insisted on biopsy. Instead, a team of doctors from across the country consulted on her images, for hours. I'm not sure I've ever been so nervous in my life. 

I'm Mary Poppins!

04 November 2013
English: Screenshot of Julie Andrews from the ...
English: Screenshot of Julie Andrews from the trailer for the film Mary Poppins (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Okay, maybe I'm not EXACTLY Mary Poppins, but we have one thing in common. After a very long time of being a full time homemaker, then two years of single mother struggling to find work, I have finally landed a job! You guessed it, I'm a nanny! The first week was great and I am very happy. My employers are very kind people and the baby is too precious. I'm a little excited if you can't tell. Finally being able to earn a living is a huge accomplishment for me and I'm on cloud nine. There are far worse jobs than cuddling a wee one all day. It had been a long time since I had updated you all on anything on the personal front, but it was nice to have good news for a change.

Happy Monday, y'all!


Full House aka Our New Life

20 February 2013

Do y'all remember the sitcom Full House? I'm sure it's alive and kicking out there in rerun land. Anyway  it was the story of the Tanner family; a widower, his girls, and their unconventional family. The theme song always made me smile.


Family watching television, c. 1958
Family watching television, c. 1958 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
What ever happened to predictability? 

The milkman, the paperboy, evening TV. 



Everywhere you look , everywhere you go (there's a heart). 
There's a heart 
A hand to hold onto. 



Everywhere you look , everywhere you go. 
There's a face 
Of somebody who needs you. 



Eveywhere you look, 
When you're lost out there and you're all alone, 
A light is waiting to carry you home, 
Everywhere you look. 
Everywhere you look.





Why am I babbling about this and what the heck was my post about last Wednesday? Well, my life has taken a turn that makes me think of Full House. Little Miss and I have moved across the state to live with my ex-inlaws. Yes, you read that correctly. I was so nervous, but it's not awkward at all. We've been here a week and so far everything is going well. Mostly. Little Miss is struggling with the school transition, so prayers for her would be awesome. I truly believe this is going to be a positive change. For the first time in nearly two years I have both my kids under the same roof. The work opportunities should be much better than back in Podunk. Positive things are happening all over the place. There are seven of us in the house, four generations. Th house id full, but there is no weirdness; these people were my family for 15 years and they didn't choose to change that. I am so blessed to have them as well as my family who are all so incredibly supportive. We've started a new chapter in out lives, one that's sure to be an adventure! Now, if only I could locate Uncle Jesse....

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