self portrait of sadness (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Since my teeth have all decided to fall out of my head and I hurt all the time, I find that I don't really want to go out. Other than to work of course. I don't want to see strangers or speak to people. Honestly, I don't want to do much outside of sleep when the pain goes away enough to allow it and just lay low. I'm turning into the crazy cat lady, minus the pets. I still have to go to stores and such, but the anxiety I had worked so hard to shake is back in full force. I don't know why it's bothering me so much, but it does. Vain I am not, but it bothers me. The stares, the whispers. This post is a bummer. Trying to post every day is not always going to be fun it seems. Sunday night, I'm crying and hiding in my room. I need a big dose of positive!