It's honesty time. I've spent most of the past month in the deep dark pit of depression. Not eating, sleeping, barely functioning. And for most of that time I've not had the desire to claw my way out. I just haven't wanted to be. I finally made the decision to seek some help and am on meds. It's getting better. Today was a decent day. It was also a very eye opening day. You see the friends who noticed, who made the effort to check up on me the most were you guys. The people I've never actually met. From the other side of a computer, y'all know me well enough to know when something is off. I cannot tell you how much that means to me. So thank you from the bottom of my heart!